Been a while...

Yes, it has been.

I apologise to all my lovely raving fans out there. *waves*


So, I planned to do nanowrimo, but then i decided that in the first week I should apply for a grant. But since that was due in a week, it was decided that I didn't have enough time to do it proberly, so I didn't. It was also rental house inspection week, so I had to clean the place lots. But by then it was a week into nano. Then it was decided that i should buy a house. I looked at properties/units for a week, then I got disillusioned, so I didn't. Then nano was two weeks into it, so there was no way i could catch up now. Then i decided to have a tupperware party. So I am having to clean house again, although having it 2 weeks from inspectiuon clean there isn't too much to be done. Well, actually, it has been 2 weeks.... And shop for ingredients for the nibblies, food, and cocktails, and I am going to bake cookies and fudge at the party too, so i have to bake and clean and organise. So i really am not doing nano. But since I didn't apply for grant or buy a house I probably could of, but then I wouldn't be able to devote my time to baking, and........ hmmm. Internet. I have been here all night. I only came on to see if I had any more rsvp's to my invite, and here i still am. Eating chocolate, getting fatter, and typing on here, just for all you, guys my raving funs *blows kiss*. Wasted bloody November.

I still haven't decided what I want to do with my life... or next year. I am not going travelling this christmas, I haven't bought a unit/house. I still get depressed. I hate socialising, hate christmas, getting very depressed about my birthday coming up.

Oh, but Pangur is well, although my honey dwarf gourami died. I have a lovely black ghostknife now, and 3 angels as well in the tank. I am glad they are all getting along ok with the others.
I should go and feed my fishies.